29 /8/ 2011 ♥ (celebrated yie lin birthday )

Hello people :) .. so yesterday I woke up around 9 something :) .. cause I went to Gardens with friends :) .. I woke up and online for awhile .. and watch a few's episode of cantonese drama .. when to get ready around 10:30 ..we started our journey around 11... so , my dad fetch me , shu kuan and yie lin there :) .. we  reach there around 11 something .. then went window shopping for awhile .. then , hui theng and li lym reach already . so we went to meet them at snowflakes .. at the same time we order snowflakes to eat :) snowflakes is awesome :).. then shu kuan , hui theng and I went to buy a cake for yie lin .. at the same time , yie lin and li lym went to Red Box .. our room number is 71 .. then we ask the waitress to keep the cake for us .. then we go in the room around 1 .. so sang a few song then 1:30 .. shu kuan , li lym and I take the cake inside the room and sang birthday song for yie lin and the hui theng take pic's for us lol .. yie lin say that she is so surprised & happy & she loves us .. we love you too yeah :) .. haha .. until 3 something we went to take the buffet .. its was just okay okay :) .. we sang until 5 something .. then I went to buy a t-shirt for yie lin .. after that , we went to moo cow and others lol .. Hui theng , li lym and I went to hello planet cause li lym want to buy domo and pig pig for yie lin .. do you know that ?? .. the hui theng really makes me crazy :) .. then we went to jusco to meet yie lin and shu kuan .. after that went window shopping for a while .. reached home around 6 .. do you all know that , I am really happy with you all .. you all don't give me stress or problem at all .. you all just give me happiness .. i really miss the time with you all especially when we are in sri utama studying remove ... studying remove is like in honeymoon .. it is fun , crazy , awesome , nice , wonderful and so on .. but i and hui theng study in tp .. yie lin , shu kuan and li lym study in sri utama .. but you all are always in my heart .. i love you all and so on yeah ... missing you all already ♥ .. anyway , hope that we will hang out as soon as possible yeah .. and yie lin .. happy birthday yeah .. i know your birthday is on the 5 of September .. but just feel like telling you now ... hope you like the surprised and the present yeah :) ..

my awesome day :)

Hello people :) ... so , today is Sunday ♥ .. Hooray !! .. so , today I woke up around 9 something .. so kinda late right ?? .. cause I skip church today .. went out from home around 10 :30 .. went to bandar puchong to fetch my sis & jo-yi :) .. we went to Sunway giza a buffet restaurant name TAO .. it is a Japanese buffet ... its kinda special cause the food in tao you can call in the menu . damn delicious .. we ate so many expensive food lol :) . we reach tao around 11:30 .. we ate the buffet with PK wong .. do you know who is PK wong .. he is the owner of PK time lol .. so , we ate finish around 2 .. then we went to a lawyer home cause pk wong is going to build his home near by there :) .. after that , around 4 something we went to 1 utama to have shopping :)  but is just my parents , my sis , jo-yi and me cause my bro went to Kl with friends :) .. we went to pool & bears , forever 21 , cotton on .. after that , we went parkson to buy some hello kitty stuff cause my sis and jo-yi are crazy about it :) ... after that we went to PK time .. cause I wanted to buy a watch .. then my mum brought for me .. it is around 3 hundred something...then , i went to kitchen to buy a jacket for 1 hundred something ... then finally i know that 1 utama got kindori ... i ate grapes fav ..lastly , i went bossini ..  CAUSE I AM CRAZY OF SMURF .. I LOVE YOU MY SMURF ...I buy 3 shirt of smurf ...my sis buy 1 shirt ... jo-yi buy 2 for herself , 1 for his bro and another 1 for his little bro.. and my mum buy 1 for my bro XD .. after that we went ss2 to have dinner .. then 10 something home sweet home .. i really enjoy my day with them .. i love u all.. thanks mummy for buying what i want .. i love u ...

Glee the 3D concert movie :)

Hello people :) .. so , yesterday I went to mid valley with my daddy . bro , sis and jo-yi :) ... We wanted to watch glee .. so , we went to but 4 tickets cause my daddy wanted to walk himself .. so we didn't buy  for him :) .. after buying the tickets .. we went to eat our lunch .. cause the movie is at 2 .. so it was kinda rush .. haha .. but we went to buy snowflakes before going in the cinema .. so , we ate the snowflakes inside the cinema .. it was kinda special :) .. Glee was nice but we expected more .. cause glee was awesome right ?? haha .. after the movie , we went window shopping and so on ... went back home around 5 something lol ..

I'm really very tired

Do you know that I am really very tired , depressed and so on ... Do you know I did so much for you ... But you just push me away like this .. Do you know is freaking hurt ...   please stop hurting me and so on .. I am a human being .. I also got my own feelings and so on ... you are not the only person that I must think of ... Do you know everyone give me problem and make me so freaking stress and so on ... Sometimes I really don't understand myself ... why can't I leave you alone and go through my own life and so on ... Do you know thinking what are you thinking is so freaking hard ... cause you don't want to tell me or you don't even show it  to me .... This few weeks I really have a lot of problem ... my life sucks like hell ... makes me feel I am so stress and make me feel that I am so week ... I do realize I am not that strong at all ... I always ask people to take everything easy and so on ... but why can't I take it easy and so on ... why ? ... I really thinks today will be a great day for you but I am so sorry that I make you cry and so on ... sorry ... I know I destroy everything today .. I know it is my fault and so on .. sorry .. really very sorry ...

I'm back

sorry to say that I'm back ... cause I say that I'm not writing any post a few months back rite ??? ... sorry yeah , but i really need my blog to listen to me ... i want my blog to go through all the happy & sad memories with me ... cause my blog is the only one that will not leave me alone ... back to my main point yeah :( ... yeah , my life sucks like hell ... do you know ???? I am hurt always just because of you .... why can't you give up her just because of me ??? why ??? why must you leave me alone by just saying bye bye .... why ?? all my mind is just why why why ?? ... when i ask you the reason .. you will not ans me at all ... do you know i am always thinking what are you thinking ???? i'm really freaking tired and so on ... all that i can say is i am just a normal ppl to you ... sorry not normal is nothing to you ...my heart hurts like hell ... okay finish !!! .... Now .. you !! .. if you really cares about her then go and care for her ... don't show that you care for me ... but actually you're not .... don't make me to replace her in your heart .. cause its hurts mine too .. do you understand ??? and why must you lie to me ... why ???? ... okay , finish !!! ... and Now .. you ... please stop saying sorry to me ... fuck off ... its so annoying .... do you know that ???? ... i don't friend you is not because of the bitch .... is because i am so tired of this stuff ... stop it ... and don't show me your sad face .... fuck .... and now .. you !!! .... please , i yoong sue zann really really beg you please don't be so busybody ... please don't ask me to forgive her ... you're so freaking annoying now ... and your cousin sis too ... plz .. don't be so small gas okay ??? ..... that's all !! ... FML .... :(