Hey peeps :) .. So sorry I leave my blog so empty this 2 weeks :) ... How are you guys ?? ... How is school ? .. How is life ? ... Want to know about mine ?? ... Here you go :) ... This few weeks really happened lots of thing about me ... I used to care what people think of me ... I always wanted to be a 100% good person to everyone ... I used to change because of people ... I used to try to be a perfect person in life ...But I feel tiring doing all of this ... It suddenly came to my mind ... And tell me that .. Don't change for anyone just to make people satisfy .. No one is satisfy in this world .. How much you change is no used ... They won't be satisfy what have you guys done for them ... They will just say is not good enough but they don't know how much effort and energy we used up .... To me ... I will stop cause I just want to be a real me ... Changing for others .. it makes you .. feel so fake .. and it is just a fake you ... My conclusion is....There will always be people that likes you & people that hate you .. Don't changed for people that don't even deserve & appreciate it .. Cause they won't be satisfy ... No one will be satisfy ... This is what call Life :) ... PMR is just around the corner :) .... Teaches are always telling us to study and stop playing facebook , blog , twitter , hanging out with buddies , thinking of problems with families or friends ... Teacher told us that is just wasting our time .. She say please don't do something that can't even help your PMR ... All I know is Teaches & Parents always tell me that I can study ... But I am just lazy and didn't put enough effort in it ... Actually I really don't know am I a person that can study ... Or I am just using my Luck to pass my examination .. I really don't know ... What I can do is still study ... I really don't want is my family members & the people that care for me ... Be disappointed about my result ... Can I do it ? ... Opps ... sorry :( ... Is I must do it :) ... 1 more month .... Trail Trail & Trail ... Be nice to me yeah :) ... My home room ( class teacher ) told me that .. she is teaching 3sp English cause Pn.Gita is not here .. And she told me that .. 3sp is so much more nicer than us ! ... Sorry teacher , all I can say is ... every students have different attitude of them.. and our class have 41 students ... what about them ? ... I know our class is noisy ... I admit :) .. Anyway , I always feel that 3sp is a nice class ... but please teacher ... don't take us to compete .. And I have not regret that I am in the noisy-est class in Form 3 ... So what ?? ... Giving teacher scolding .. I don't mind :)... Cause 3 orkid means alot to me :) ... Leo Leo Leo :( ... I always wanted to be active in Leo ... Before coming in to TP .. I already choose to be a Leo ... But my Leo spirit is gone .. just after the BLB ... because something happened on that day ... I wish to be a B.O.D last time .. I am already in the B.O.D in leo ... but I am not happy at all ... It makes me more sad & stress :( ... I just want to be normal person in Life ... L - leadership , E- experience ,O - opportunity .. Am I ?? ... Haiz :( ... Today was Koperasi Day .. And Leo was selling Bubble Tea just like Chatime ... and it was Roartime ... If you read my blog often .. You will know that I hate Chatime right ?? ... I used to like bubble tea but not now ... Sorry , I can't do anything to help you guys :( .... I miss my childhood ... I miss I used to do what I like .... I miss you .. I miss my primary life ... especially standard 6 .... I always regretted that I study in remove ... People ask me .. Why can I study until late at night ....Is because I always tell myself ... I don't want people to look down on me ... just because I study in remove ... I hate people that say that I am a remove student ... You can really see my temper when people say that to me ... I tell myself ... I must do it for everyone ... I want to be a normal person & the most important is no one will look down on me !!!.... When I think back my standard 6 life ... I will feel soooo happy ... but also very sad ... cause I always tell myself .. If I didn't study remove I can be the same as you guys .... I can still be bestfriends with jye yee , crystal , natalie , Gmc & so on ... Just because of Upsr ... The world of mine change to be a earth that no ones know :( ... I always wish you are mine ... :) ... That's all for today :) ... Hope you like it ... Stay tuned :) ... Have a nice weekends ... IU loves you guys :) .. She is so damn freaking cute in this pic like asdfghjkl ... IU you are my only LOVE :) ... When Heaven burns or even the world is going to end ... My love is always yours... You're always the one I want to be with :)
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