Life of mine :)

Hey peeps :) ... This week was full with sad moments and it was a stressful week with examination :( ... Why can't my life be as simple as a new born baby :( ... I really don't know ?? .. My mind is full with WHY ?.. I just feel that I can't be awesome as people wanted me to be :( ... Fake smile help me a lot :) ... Thanks :) .. Anyway , This exam was just a small test for Form 3... Everyone take it so easy .. same goes to me :) .. Study a bit :) .. I am kinda nervous cause PMR is just around the corner .. Can I make it as what my parents wanted ?? .. I will try my very best to do the BEST :) ... Less than one month only ... Yoong Sue Zann you can do it :) .... Peeps , I will not update my blog that frequent .. Sorry :(... But I can promise I will update as much as I can Kay ? :) ... I just love to write blog cause No one will comment and ask me this and that ? ... Even though no one see my blog ... I don't mind .. Because I just want to tell out what I feel in my Life :) ... I always tell people.. Life there is always up and down ... Take everything easy ... Sometimes , people always say that I can solve every problem ... You're Wrong , I only can tell people this and that but I can't do it by myself in my life .. I'm so useless .. I always act as happy as I can in front of people ... But No ones understand me :( ... Life is too hard to live in it :( .. Ji-eun , are you there ? .. I need you badly and it is really badly ... I can't live without you in my life :( ... Ji-eun and JWY , I love you more than everything in life :( .... I really can't stand a life that SUCKS so much ... Lucky I still have an AWESOME classmates :) ... You won't understand why I love my class so much like asdfghjkl ... This class gave me lots of memories that other people can't give me :( .. I am really very scared that Form 4 life is coming ... I don't want to leave 3 orkid so much :( ... I don't want to leave Nurin , Shasha , Fatihah , Izzati , Syahirah Y , Syahirah A , Farisa , Syafikah and so on ... They means just too much to me :( ... Anyway , no matter what happened next year .. None of the malay girls form other class can take over you guys that means so much to me :( ... I know you guys for 3 years , and this 3 years I didn't regret knowing you guys that are such a awesome people :) ... I love you all TTM :) ... Life is full with Stress :(

# Hey , you're the one that I always wanted to care so much , It is a common thing .. When I care someone I will call her/him just to make sure that she/ he is recovering from his/ her sickness :( ... I always wanted you to feel my care badly ... But one day , I realize that someone cares you more than I do .. Did I do wrong for not caring you as much as she does :( ... Do you need mine ? ... I am scared of the answer so I didn't ask for it , I done a decision that is the best for you is .. I won't care about you , I don't care about you .. And I CANNOT care about you .. No matter how much I want to  :( .. It is so hard seeing you there , and telling myself not to talk to you :( .. It is so hard to making you hurt because do you know is hurting mine like asdfghjkl ... Seeing you sad and hurt , just make me feel that I am so guilty doing this to you :( ... She is so much better than me .. * I think :( .. She tell you what to do when you are sick .. But I just know how to scold you about this and that .. and ask you not to eat this and that :( ... Asking you are you better today ?? .. Is just making me feel that I am useless & brainless .. Because she have already ask you this .. and I am just repeating what have she say to you .. I don't know is this the best choice for you .. But I know you will be happy when you are with her :( .. That's all , Take care .

11 of September is Upsr , all the best to you yeah :) .. Kelsey Veng Yenn :) .. My beautiful & cutest  little cousin sister :) .. You can do it :) .. All the Ah Yee love you so much :)

Baby Wooyoung :)

Baby Wooyoung I love you more than you can feel it :) .. I can hate all of the Oppa Gangnam Style in the world ..just the sake of you and I want to tell you this is how much I love you :) ... Sexy Lady is always yours :) ... You own this word :) .. No matter how many American , Australian , British people love Oppa Gangnam Style .. I don't care :) .. All I know is I love JANG WOOYOUNG :) ... And I don't care how many Hollywood people like it .. All I know is I am a Hottest , and I need you in my life :)

Handsome Chansung :)

I love you , I love you & I love you :) .. When is only 2pm coming back ?? .. I can't wait to see you again Chansung :) .. You're just too hot :) .. I can't wait to see you in your new video :) .. You are too cute and my heart melts every time when you smile :) .. I love you Chansung :)