Similing :)

Hey peeps :) .. So yeah :) ... My mood was still okay today :) ... Just go school .. after school .. go tuition .. then continue to online =P ... that's all ! .. Erm , Do you guys know ? .. Today I watched a Cantonese Drama on TV ...  It told me that there will always be a time to give up something ... is that real enough for me to believe ? .. Maybe :) ... Yeah , You're really a best friend to me ... You're awesome , You're beautiful , You're clever , You're nice .. Talking to you makes my day :) ... But after our argue .. I felt that you seldom talk to me .. and makes me feel so weird talking to you ... I really hope we can be like last time :) ... I do treasure you as my best friend ... Even though I am close with Sha ... But I also hope you won't get jealous easily .. cause do you know my crazy friends are keep on asking me ... Are you jealous ?... Do you know you also makes me so stress !! .. No matter how I try .. you're still not happy ... Lastly , I just want to tell you .. We will be best friend no matter how kays ? .... I hope you can really smile :) ...You know me well :) .. And also understand me well ... and we LOVE taylor lautner too Yeah !!!! ... 

Feelings for the Opening March !

 

Firstly , This few days my heart & my life is just full of dark .. I can't even see a light or rainbow in it .. Can't even breath even I rest how much ... I still feel the tired in my heart ... I really don't know I can tell to who all my feelings .. I don't know which is the best method for me in life ... Giving Up someone is not easy at all ... Can you tell me what you want ? .. Who am I to you ? ... I can't even understand myself well ... So , How could I understand you ? ..

Secondly , I don't know should I choose my life and put you in it .. or I shouldn't ... I really don't know when you are real or you are just lying to me .. cause I know I am stupid like no one else ... Can you tell me ? ..Sometimes you makes me happy like asdfghjkl ... But sometimes you makes me sad like asdfghjkl ... All I know is you makes me go Crazy ... Or should I be like this girl ... Crying in the rain ... and think what should I do now ?

 All I need is silence ... and just listening to the beach ... and rest alone ... All alone .. Lonely  ? .. I don't feel that .. I think it will be more happy & relaxing for me :) ... and please if you got anything to tell me just tell me .. cause I just hate to guess what are you thinking ? .. and so on .... cause I just hate disappointing like asdfghjkl ... and I just hate tears falling from my eyes :) ...

 
This few days makes me feel like playing back my violin... cause I always feel that playing violin is so romantic ... and I do like to play guitar .. but I feel that is romantic .. but not as much as violin .. People say play piano can take away your stress .. Maybe ? ... but I don't really like piano .. cause I feel that violin is my unique and romantic :) ... Missing you is all that I can do :(

 
I am so scared to tell you my feelings .. cause I am scared of the hurt , pain and sad I need to go through ... This is me ! ... cause I tell myself before all I want is happiness not Pain ... So sorry to say that .. I can't tell you what I feel about you .. before you tell me ! ... I can do all the impossible things for you .. I can give all the caring to you .. but all I want to do now is STOP ! .. cause I just want to know the truth of my feelings & yours !

Do you want my heart ? ... Do you want my love ? .. Do you want my care ? ... Do you want my time ? and so on ? ... All you need is just say yes and please meant it ... and all this is yours :) ... I love you ! ... But maybe what I feel now .. is not your feelings ... Peeps Help !!!.. You are imperfect but I like it so much .. do you know why ? .. cause it makes me feel that you need ME ! ... and it makes you so perfect like asdfghjkl =P

 And I hope we can used a camera & our heart to remember our memories :) ... and what we gave to each others :) ... Yes or No ? ... Take care :) ... Bye :) .... =P.. Lastly , I may not be everything you want , but I will always be more than you deserve !

Jovita's Birthday =P

Hey peeps :) ... So how did you guys spend your weekends ? ... Fun ? .. For me ? .. All I know is seminar ... TTC seminar for Saturday & Sunday :( ... at Sunway college .. So , after the boring seminar on satuday ... went to meet my loves( Nydeaa .. but Niccaryn was not there :( ... & my family at sunway for awhile .. 1 hour of shopping only .. sad all the way ! ... Anyway , I miss shopping so freaking much LOL ... hehe ... then , We went to Tasty Pot for dinner to celebrated Jovita's birthday ... Happy birthday Jovita ... Love you .. God bless ! .. and Nydeaa & Niccaryn hope you guys love the present :) .. I miss you guys lol :)

My look for that boring yet awesome day lol :)

asthma .. I hate you !

Hey peeps :) .. so yeah :) , I know I didn't update for 6 days lol .. sorry yeah :) ... so , I went to Sunway College for TTC seminar on sunday .. 1word ... Boring !!! ... It was freaking boring like asdfghjkl ... and I was like keep on sms & gossip only :) ... exam is just around the corner so all the best yeah :) .. I am having asthma now .. :'(  asthma is Killing me !! ... you guys won't understand asthmatic people feel ..

We can't even breath properly ... we can't run when we need to .. we can't eat ice-cream  , snowflakes .. anyway , anything that is cold  we also can't eat & drink ... we can talk & laugh when we are having asthma ... we can't walk too fast .. we can't join any sport or games !.. and eating the medicine will make us week & grow fat .. having asthma need to go to the clinic every time ..this is what a asthmatic person need to face !!!

Please stop asking me am I changing school anot .. cause I don't know .. cause I promise 2 person already I can't change .. so yeah :) ... Anyway , having seminar this weekend .. so yeah =P ... I miss you my little IU , chansung & wooyoung <3 .. and of course my loves =P

2pm :) .. You're really hottest :) .. i love you all :) .. but of course chansung & wooyoung more :)

Happy Valentine Day =P

Hey peeps :) .. So , today is valentine day :) .. who is your valentine's ?? ... hope you guys enjoy your day very much .. to me , today was just a friendship day =P ... Giving CANDYLICIOUS & normal lollipop to all my friends .. and saying happy valentine day ... Today school was having ceramah and I was like so hyper .. just keep on talk ... I do remember how I celebrated my LAST YEAR valentine day ... But telling you guys the truth I prefer this year .. so freaking fun & awesome like asdfghjkl lol :) ... I can really 100 % sure I give up HER ! .. happy + hyper = AWESOME !! ... anyway , I can't wait till saturday to see my loves ( nydeaa & niccaryn ) ... wish you guys happy valentine day :) ... SKIP ... I want to wish 2 person special to me : .... I hope you guys will be happy .. please don't think too much things already .. and I really hope you guys can smile out from your heart :) .. you guys are awesome :)

Anyway , IU happy valentine day .. I love you so freaking much like asdfghjkl :) .. you are always more than AWESOME to me yeah :)

Chansung I just feel that you are hot like no on else ... happy valentine day yeah .. muacks :)

Wooyoung .. do you know your smile kills everyone :) ... Happy valentine day =P

Kwangmin :) .. You're the most handsome in boyfriend .. when I see you makes me fall for you ...

LOVE !

Hey peeps :) .. So yeah , I went to church yesterday :) .. then , we have lunch at Damansara =P .. My mummy drop me , my dad & sis at 1 utama to have shopping ... actually we go there is to buy valentine present for my loves ( Nydeaa & Niccaryn ) ... of course but lots of lollipop for my awesome friends :) .. went candylicious , lavender , jusco , accessorize , parkson  , diva and others lol .. walk & walk & walk lol .. so tired .. then we went to eat some snack ( tako tako ).... then we went to watch a movie name ( Wedding Diary ) :)

You want to laugh ?.. If you are really stress ... then please do see this movie ... this movie is nice ... a meaningful weeding dairy .. it will tell you what is love all about ..actually , I think this is a english drama .. but then I realize it is a singapore & malaysian drama .. NICE !!! .. I LOVE THE MOVIE :)

 I love this pic so much :) .. they are so sweet .. BABY ! :) ... LOVE IT SO MUCH

I love this girl so much .. she is so beautiful (  Elanne Kong )

After all this , I went dinner with my whole family to celebrated Valentine day :).. sushi =P

Hope you guys enjoy my post ... stay tuned ... bye :)