Myself :)

Hey peeps , so sorry for leaving my blog so empty for one month :) ... I'm Back !!! .. How are you guys ??.. Still busy with studies , work , examination and so on ? .... I am sooo free and hyper nowadays :) ... PMR is like finally OVER :) .. Form 3 is enjoying life now because they have some horrible months before this :) ... I think I am happy :) ... I just hope I can pass all my subject :) ... I want to hang out with friends like so badly :) ... Wanna date me ??? :) ... Anyway , I have too much date already :) .. And I want to see like everyone .. and have shopping NOT window shopping :) ... Went out with remove friends today but not going to talk about it because I just want to talk about myself in this post :) ..SKIPPPP...... I am really happy to have you in my Life .. you change a lot ... You really grow up so much .. You will not only angry about me , but you will help me to think .. And you are the person I want to see every second and dream of you every Night :) ...  Even though , I can't do the things ... you wanted me to do .. You won't scold me .. and just reply my message and say .. Nevermind , it's okay... Do you know this 3 words ... is already so sweet ... to me is sweeter than ILY ... You changed a lot , and make me fall for you so much :) ... Thanks for understanding me so much ... You won't force me to do the things I don't like .... Only me , I will ask you not to eat this or that when you fall sick .. scold you when you are sick ... don't let you go anywhere you want .. But you also won't angry about me .. Thanks yeah :) ... You are a person who don't know to comfort people when people are sad and so on ... But I can tell you .. You're the person who don't need to say a thing .. I can already smile when I know I won't smile again :) .... I get jealous easily ..... So , please don't make me that jealous of you like asdfghjkl :( ... I miss you :) ... SKIPPPP ... I am like sooo excited for IPHONE 5 .... I really want to have it on my hands NOW :) .... I don't want IPHONE 4S but IPHONE 5 kay ?? :) ... I want to be like people so crazy of it ... and lining up for just a phone ... so cool :) .... Iphone 5 please come to me :) ... I know I am kinda greedy but I want it badly :( .... SKIPPPP ... I really don't know should I leave my hair long or cutting short ... Today seeing a girl that cut tomboy hairstyle , It makes me sooooo jealous ... and feel to cut her hairstyle like straight away .... But I didn't cause I know I can't :( ... HELPPPPPP :( .... SKIPPPPPP ......I am not going to leo camp :( .... Because of some reason :( .... I really really hope like going ... But it's okay ... All I want is you will stay with me and not go tooooo :( ..SKIPPPPP..... * to someone : I really don't like to be a protective child ... I know you love & care about me .. But sometime is like over doing ... I understand you treat me good like asdfghjkl and I love you But I already grow up and please know about it .... And I want you to know that I love you but please take my thing easy please :) ... SKIPPPPPP ...... Sadness is not always on the face , it can always be deep inside the heart ... I always tell myself ... If you don't have Hope you won't have disappointment...

 Tiffany you're just too seductive .. and I can't stop loving you :) ... I am so sorry Ji-eun .. i love you too :) 

Last Break :(

Hey peeps:) .. Will update my blog before going to sleep :) .. Today is a Sunday :) .. I skip church because my retarded yet awesome sis have her Law & Business Examination next week :) ... I woke up at 2 .. Ate my lunch :) .. Then , played my Guitar for the whole day :) .. And of course listen to KPOP songs at my Ipad :) ... Take a last break before PMR :) .... My mood was better today:) ...

All the best in your Law & Business Examination :) .. You're the best :) .. I love you so much like asdfghjkl :) .. You are the one who always be there when I need you ... You are my mum , maid , sis , listener , lover , adviser , movie company , life company , bank , body guard :) .. You are just too hard to describe ... I love you Yoong Sue Ann Hottest :) ... When ever I sleep late for my exam ... You will always company me .. no matter how late it is .. All I want to say is Thank you so much .. And I love you to the MAX :)

I am so addicted to a song name ... All my love is for you from SNSD ! :) .. Can't stop listening to it :) ... All my love is for you , nothing left to lose :) ... Tiffany is freaking hot and sweeettttt :).. kinda love Tiffany sooo sooo sooo much :) .. But so sorry.. Lee Ji-eun is always my FIRST & BEST choice :) .... I love her more than any artist :) 

Yesterday , went to Mid Valley :) .. And have Snowflakes.. Actually We really planned to go to Sunway Pyramid but because of something chance our plans .. So sorry Tan Chia Yee Dum Dum :) .. Sorry :( ... 

# sorry Chia yee :( ... # Stay Tuned :) .. # love you guys :) .. # Bye .. # Nights :) .. # Sweet Dreams :) ... Lastly , I want to tell you .. I am really Okay .. and better .. and Thank you so much for your caring Mariah :) .. Don't worry :) .. I am very Strong Kay ?? .. Thanks for all the care and company.. you gave me :)

Life of mine :)

Hey peeps :) ... This week was full with sad moments and it was a stressful week with examination :( ... Why can't my life be as simple as a new born baby :( ... I really don't know ?? .. My mind is full with WHY ?.. I just feel that I can't be awesome as people wanted me to be :( ... Fake smile help me a lot :) ... Thanks :) .. Anyway , This exam was just a small test for Form 3... Everyone take it so easy .. same goes to me :) .. Study a bit :) .. I am kinda nervous cause PMR is just around the corner .. Can I make it as what my parents wanted ?? .. I will try my very best to do the BEST :) ... Less than one month only ... Yoong Sue Zann you can do it :) .... Peeps , I will not update my blog that frequent .. Sorry :(... But I can promise I will update as much as I can Kay ? :) ... I just love to write blog cause No one will comment and ask me this and that ? ... Even though no one see my blog ... I don't mind .. Because I just want to tell out what I feel in my Life :) ... I always tell people.. Life there is always up and down ... Take everything easy ... Sometimes , people always say that I can solve every problem ... You're Wrong , I only can tell people this and that but I can't do it by myself in my life .. I'm so useless .. I always act as happy as I can in front of people ... But No ones understand me :( ... Life is too hard to live in it :( .. Ji-eun , are you there ? .. I need you badly and it is really badly ... I can't live without you in my life :( ... Ji-eun and JWY , I love you more than everything in life :( .... I really can't stand a life that SUCKS so much ... Lucky I still have an AWESOME classmates :) ... You won't understand why I love my class so much like asdfghjkl ... This class gave me lots of memories that other people can't give me :( .. I am really very scared that Form 4 life is coming ... I don't want to leave 3 orkid so much :( ... I don't want to leave Nurin , Shasha , Fatihah , Izzati , Syahirah Y , Syahirah A , Farisa , Syafikah and so on ... They means just too much to me :( ... Anyway , no matter what happened next year .. None of the malay girls form other class can take over you guys that means so much to me :( ... I know you guys for 3 years , and this 3 years I didn't regret knowing you guys that are such a awesome people :) ... I love you all TTM :) ... Life is full with Stress :(

# Hey , you're the one that I always wanted to care so much , It is a common thing .. When I care someone I will call her/him just to make sure that she/ he is recovering from his/ her sickness :( ... I always wanted you to feel my care badly ... But one day , I realize that someone cares you more than I do .. Did I do wrong for not caring you as much as she does :( ... Do you need mine ? ... I am scared of the answer so I didn't ask for it , I done a decision that is the best for you is .. I won't care about you , I don't care about you .. And I CANNOT care about you .. No matter how much I want to  :( .. It is so hard seeing you there , and telling myself not to talk to you :( .. It is so hard to making you hurt because do you know is hurting mine like asdfghjkl ... Seeing you sad and hurt , just make me feel that I am so guilty doing this to you :( ... She is so much better than me .. * I think :( .. She tell you what to do when you are sick .. But I just know how to scold you about this and that .. and ask you not to eat this and that :( ... Asking you are you better today ?? .. Is just making me feel that I am useless & brainless .. Because she have already ask you this .. and I am just repeating what have she say to you .. I don't know is this the best choice for you .. But I know you will be happy when you are with her :( .. That's all , Take care .

11 of September is Upsr , all the best to you yeah :) .. Kelsey Veng Yenn :) .. My beautiful & cutest  little cousin sister :) .. You can do it :) .. All the Ah Yee love you so much :)

Baby Wooyoung :)

Baby Wooyoung I love you more than you can feel it :) .. I can hate all of the Oppa Gangnam Style in the world ..just the sake of you and I want to tell you this is how much I love you :) ... Sexy Lady is always yours :) ... You own this word :) .. No matter how many American , Australian , British people love Oppa Gangnam Style .. I don't care :) .. All I know is I love JANG WOOYOUNG :) ... And I don't care how many Hollywood people like it .. All I know is I am a Hottest , and I need you in my life :)

Handsome Chansung :)

I love you , I love you & I love you :) .. When is only 2pm coming back ?? .. I can't wait to see you again Chansung :) .. You're just too hot :) .. I can't wait to see you in your new video :) .. You are too cute and my heart melts every time when you smile :) .. I love you Chansung :)

Day by Day 2

Hey peeps :) ... I'm here to continue my raya holidays :) ... Time Flies so damn fast like asdfghjkl lol :) .. School is going to reopen again tomorrow :) .. Can I skip school for just a day ?? .. I think No :( .. Because I miss my classmates so damn much and of course mariah ... haha .. *JOKING ... I miss everyone in school :) ... This holiday is just like missing something ... Because Niccaryn is not here with me :( ... When she is free , I am busy ... When I am busy , She is free :( ... Nevermind , I promise you I can give you all my time on November and December .. * I think >< ... I stop at Tuesday right ?? ... So , will be talking about Wednesday until Sunday :) .... So yeah :)

Wednesday ( 22/8/12 )
Daddy drove my sis and I to 1 utama to have a Movieeee Day :) .. We watched Total Recall & The Bourne legacy .. All 18 above :) ... We went Shilin to have a quick lunch :) ... After the movie , we went Juice Works to have a drink :) .. No , SHOPPING :(....Then , Bro fetch us home :) ....

The Bourne Legacy :) .. Rate :9/10 .. Is really damn nice like asdffghjkl :) .. Though , there was kinda boring at first .. But it catch up later :) .. The girl & guy in this movie can live without each other :) ... Rest your brain and have a movie :) ...

Total Recall :) .. Rate : 9 /10 :) .. This movie is much better than The Bourne Legacy :) .. Because it is not boring at all :) ... You can't stop for a while :) ... The start to the end is so damn interesting :) .. This is what I call nice !!! .. AWESOME :) ... Seeing Movie is not a waste of time .. Is what the movie you have choose !!!! .. Is the movie worth wasting your time anot ??? ... For me , YES :) ..

Thursday ( 23/8/12 )
Slept until 3 something in the afternoon :) .. Then , went to tuition :) .. That's all :) .. It is a RESTING day for me :)

Friday ( 24/8/12 )
I wanted to woke up at 9:30 .. But I sleep through 10:30 ... Rush out from my bed ... Run in the toilet to get ready .. Then straight away went to fetch my Pandai and her sis from her house :) .. Keep on saying sorry :( ... Then , went to Mid Valley to meet my Mak , her sis & her little bro :) ... Watched Premium Rush :) .. Then went to meet Nurin's boyfriend and her sis ( Nabilah ) boyfriend :) .. They are nice to talk too .. So yeah :) ...Went to Pizza Hut to have Lunch :) .. Then window shopping .. Taken crazy photos... Sorry , I won't post .. Kinda lazyyyy :P ... Lastly , Wanted to go for Bowling with them but a junior message me ... and she is in Mid Valley .. so went to Juice Works to have a drink with her :) .. They went bowling without me :( .. But nvm , cause I have a nice time talking with her :) ..

Premium Rush:) .. Rate :7/10 ... The movie is Okay :) .. Not fantastic , but is okay :) ... Nice :)

Saturday ( 25/8/12 )
Nothing Much woke up at 2 something .. then went to Tuition .. and have a crazy time with Su yi & ccy :) ... We are talking about OPPA GANGNAM STYLE :) .. we three have the same conclusion ... 1 word for it .. SUCKS !!!!!... Sorry for those who really love it ... But so sorry to say that is so freaking lame like asdfghjkl .. The whole video is all about ... SEXY LADY ... OPPA GANGNAM STYLE ... repeat repeat & repeat >< ... Don't be so lame kay ??? .... Luckily got someone is same that hate it so much !!! .. Thanks , for understanding me :) ... Anyway , if you don't have the word sexy lady in the video ... I won't hate it .. Is just because why the hell you need to follow my JANG WOOYOUNG ????? YOU stupid ass !!! .. Now the people on earth only know , SEXY LADY is from you PSY ... get loss ... and fuck off in this earth kay ??? ... SEXY LADY IS ONLY IN MY JANGWOOYOUNG VIDEO !!!!!!!! ... AND PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP KAY ??? ... Sorry for beast for not getting number 1 because of the stupid , lame & worse song in the earth from the psy >< ... Please don't ever say the stupid song is NICE CAUSE IT SUCKS LIKE NO ONE ELSE !!!

Sunday ( 26/8/12 )

Went to Church :) .. Then went to Sunway Giza to have dimsum for lunch .. Then went to buy some groceries at the mall :) .. and went Baskin Robbins to have Ice cream :)

Stay tuned :) .. Have a great week in school :) .. Love you guys :) .. Take care :) .. Be careful of the world outiside yeah :) .. Take care of your belongings :) ... YSZHOTTEST :) ...

Day by Day

Hey peeps :) ... How are you guys ? .... Miss me ?? ... Anyway , I miss everyone :) ... Just want to tell you guys something :) .. Everyone like to follow their feelings ... Go for the things they want .. But if the things or people don't even want you then How ?? ...My conclusion is Think before what you do .. Please know that what is Right & what is wrong ... Do something that you won't regret ... Loving someone doesn't mean you need to tell him/her ... Sometimes keeping deep inside your heart is also a great choice ... Not don't dare to love .. Is don't dare to be hurt :( ... For me , No hope no disappointment ... Anyway , continue telling you guys how I spend my holidays yeah :) ....

Friday ( 17/8/12 )
My dad , sis & I ate lunch at Taman Tun with mummy :) ... Then mum drop my sis & I at 1 utama to Sing karaoke together ... Our last song is ' What makes you beautiful ' ... Then we went Hot & roll to have some snack ... Then later , went to Juice works to have a drink :) ... Window shopping a little bit :) .. Then went to for dinner at a coffee shop near my house >< ...

Saturday (18/8/12 )
Woke up around 9:30 :) .. Get ready to go to Sunway Pyramid with Hway Shan , Chuu Ling & Wai Ying :) .. My sis went out with her friends too ... Weisim , Su Zanne & another friend :) .. Daddy drop my sis & I at Sunway Pyramid at 10 ... Then we went window shopping cause our friends are not there yet .. Later , my friends reach so I meet them at the cinema ... Then I saw my sis is with weisim :) .. Weisim is really a nice girl :) ... Same like me like to watch honor movies an so on & Her smile is as sweet as candy ... When she say hello to me ... wow , it was like .... so damn freaking sweet like asdfghjkl :P ... Anyway , we brought Hantu Gangster .. Rate :3/10 ...Because there was no .. Mae Nak :( ... Mae Nak is a Thailand Ghost story :) ... I want to watch it so badly :( ... We went to buy XXL chicken and so on ... to bring to the cinema and eat ... Then , after the movie ... We think what we wanted to eat .. For such a long time ... Finally , we decide to go to a western restaurant in Asian Avenue :) ..

The food was okay :) .. Normal :) .. Then , as I was looking at the menu ... Two beautiful girls walk towards me :) .. And say HELLO :) ... Then I was kinda Shock :) .. Then , I smile and say Hi :) .. The two beautiful girls is Yvonne & Wei-ee :) ... I continue to have my lunchieee :).. Playing Ipad in the restaurant for awhile :)  .. Then went to Popular .. After that , my classmates need to go home cause it was already 5 ... Then is time to say Bye Bye :) ... In the same time , Yvonne message me & ask me do I want to join them ... Just the three of us :) ... Then I say .. Sure , is my pleasure :) .. Meet them at Asian avenue :) ... Then gossip gossip gossip :) ... Saying secrets all the way :) ... Then went Moo Cow , to have Yogurt :) .... Then Yvonne mum called up and say is time to go ... Left me and Wei-ee ... Actually I can always meet my sis and walk together with her ... But wei-ee is all alone .. So I decide to talk to her until her brother is here ... Then we gossip gossip .. Saying about school >< ... This is the first time , I talk to her & the first day we became friends ... She is really very very friendly like asdfghjkl ... Yvonne & Wei-ee .. I really have fun talking with you two .. You guys are awesome :) ... Thanks :) .. Wei-ee went back home .. Then , I meet my parents & sis .. we went to Dragon-i to have dinner ...

Sunday ( 19/8/12)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin :) ... Went to my mum student's open house at Damansara ... The food was delicious like asdfghjkl :) .. That's all .. Nothing much :)

Monday ( 20/8/12 )
Nothing much :) .. But want to say something on this date :) ... I always want someone that means a lot to me in my Life other than family members ... But it takes a long time for me to think what is the right for me .. I don't want any best friends or what important person in my Life .. I want freedom .. I want it but I am scared of having it like asdfghjkl ... Why don't just .. be alone .. and have a happy life :) ... I am useless and I know it ... So sorry :(

Tuesday ( 21/8/12 )

Went to Jarrod & Rawlins at Bangsar to have lunch with my Aunty Mag :) .. The food was okay :) .. But the cake was fantastic :) ...

Stay tuned :) ... Take care :) .. Bye :) .. From : IU & JWY

Annoying people

If  I am that fucking annoying then please don't freaking reply my message :) .. Cause it makes every message of yours SUCKS LIKE HELL :) ... # if I say bad words on sms & online .. that means I am freaking angry like asdfghjkl :)

Happy Holidays :)

Hey peeps :) .. So , holidays started .. Today is the First day :) ... What plans you guys have ? ... Mine ? ... Just watching movie with friends & loves ones lol ... Anyway , my holiday will be boring but yet awesome like no one else :) ... Please enjoy your holidays yeah :) ... Don't ask what result I got for my trial .. All PASS :) .... For those who have low grades , cheer up yeah :) ... You still have time :) ... I will support you .. Muacks :) ... Form 3 & 5 ... Please used a bit of time of your holidays to study yeah :) ... Because exam is just around the corner ... But of course , play like asdfghjkl first :) ... Relaxing is everyone need in life :) ..

Selamat Hari Raya :)

Selamat Hari Raya yeah Mariah Syahirah Binti Mior Hishamuddin :) .. Hope you will enjoy your Raya :) .. And have a good time with your family members & loves ones :) .. You're beautiful , sexy , awesome , nice , cool , clever , lovely like asdfghjkl .. Lastly , Gorgeous like hell :) ... Hope you will have a safe journey back to your lovely home town :) .. Sorry if I hurt your feelings before :) ... I will always be there when you need me :) ... My Bright Side :)

 Selamat Hari Raya yeah Nurin Hidayah Binti Mohamad Zaidi :) ... I know I have lots of argument with you and so on :) ... Thanks for changing yourself for me :) ... This is really very sweet :) ... Thank you very much :) ... Hope you enjoy your Raya :) ... I know you don't have any hometown :) ... But do take care of yourself  and enjoy your Raya with your family members & love ones yeah :) ... Sorry if I ever hurt your feelings :) ... I will be there when you need me yeah :) ... My Pandai :) .. ( your trial result is damn awesome )

Selamat Hari Raya yeah Shasha Athirah Binti Ahmad Zailizam :) ... You are just too hard to describe :) ... You're awesome ... Even how much I bully you .. even I how laugh at you .. even how many times I make you cry .. You won't be angry at all :) ... You will bully me back , and smile to me and say that you are angry .. but actually You are not !!! ... Thanks for having a friend like you :) ... Enjoy your Raya :) ... Have a safe journey back to your home town yeah :) .. Sorry if I hurt your feeling before :) ... I will be there when you need me :) .. My Makkkkkkkkk :)

Selamat Hari Raya yeah Fatihah Ramli :) ... You are tooo cute to talk to :) ... Anyway , have a safe journey back to your home town yeah :) ... Enjoy your Raya with your family members & loves ones :) ... Sorry if I ever hurt you :) ... I will be there when you need me :) .. My cantik :)

Anyway , sooooooo Thanks youuuuuu yeah One direction :) .....

I can't stop listening to your Live Tour album :) ... Up All Night :) ... You are soooo much more important than big bang , teen top and so on like asdfghjkl ... I love you all :) ... Can't stop kissing you guys :) One Direction (  1D) ROCKS LIKE ASDFGHJKL .... sorry yeah Niccaryn , one direction really is more important than big bang :(  .. sorry :) ... I love zayn , liam & louis the most :) ...  Come to MALAYSIA :)